Tuesday, February 4, 2020

Trust


Liam had never met his father but from what his mother had said he was amazing, a decorated war hero, a successful entrepreneur and almost an Olympic athlete. From what Liam had been told his was father heroic, rich and physically fit, all the things that Liam was not but still his absent father acted as inspiration for him. He wanted to live up to the man that had help create him, he often had asked to meet him but his mother always declined saying that they separated because he job made him travel so much she never saw him and now she wouldn’t know where in the world he would be. Liam trusted his mother and believed every word she said, which is sadly how his life ended up being at the mercy of the trickster.


Liam stormed into his room, almost ripped his work uniform off his body and flung himself onto his couch, today had been just the worst. First he had been made fun of on the bus by a bunch of dudes mocking him for his fast food work attire, then while at work he dropped an entire bucket of special sauce because he was too weak to carry it, on top of that he was reprimanded by his boss and then to finish it off he just was mugged, his phone, wallet and cash all taken.  Head in his hands Liam just wanted to scream, but he had a coping mechanism he would think about his dad, he had been doing it since he was little. His dad was his inspiration and often when things went wrong or he felt low he would think of all the things his mother had told him and he would aim to be all those things. However, today that didn’t work because if he was like his father, if he was heroic and brave he wouldn’t have handed over his stuff to the muggers, if he had been strong and fit like his father he wouldn’t have dropped the sauce and got shouted at by his boss and if he was like his father he’d be rich and successfully and not working a mundane low paying job. For the first time when thinking about his dad Liam was embarrassed, embarrassed that he was such a disappointment to his father. Liam wiped away the tear in his eyes and his obsessive need to impress and live up to his absent father took hold and his wish slipped from his lips.

“I wish I was more like you dad” Liam sniffled and a wisp of green smoke darted up his nose and into his brain. 

Almost instantly Liam was overcome by state of arousal, Liam was almost shocked at how quickly his cock became hard and was straining against his underwear. Liam was a little hesitant to comply with his cocks need to be touched but the feeling inside him told he needed to stroke it. Quickly Liam peeled off his underwear and his 4 inch cock bobbed free before standing rigidly upwards, it had to be the hardest erection he had ever had, his cock almost looked strained as the blood vessels pulsed on the surface. The more Liam observed his cock the more it seemed to grow frustrated that it wasn’t being touched and soon the arousal he felt was to powerful not to ignore. Liam started to stroke his hard dick, slowly at first but that soon changed as it felt too good not to jerk his demanding cock. Liam saw stars, colours and bright lights as he started pumping his cock, the pleasure was akin to orgasming but this was only the build-up. Liam never wanted to lose this feeling, it made him feel good, it made him feel better, and his bad day seemed to fade away as he stroked his dick. Liam was jerking off, it felt like nothing he had felt before but something didn’t feel right. Something inside him was telling him he needed to do more; he needed something to jerk off to. Liam tried to ignore that voice but the more he stroked his cock the more unsatisfying it became although it still remained rock hard. Like a junkie losing its high, Liam scrambled for his laptop with his free hand and still stroking his dick in the other. Very awkwardly Liam was able to bring up one of the porn sites he had bookmarked and clicked on the first video, one of a big black guy pounding a blond bimbo. The pleasure in his cock soon returned and Liam was glad he could feel the sensation again, but only after 30 seconds the pleasure started to fade yet again and another little voice told him it still wasn’t enough. Liam didn’t really understand what more could he do? The pleasure was fading, while his cock still demanded attention. Liam began to panic, he didn’t want to lose this feeling again and that’s when his asshole started to twitch. Liam had never even dreamed of touching his butthole in a sexual way, to him it was dirty and gay, something that only the depraved did but now with his fleeting orgasmic high fading he didn’t care. Almost without thinking Liam, raised up his legs, took his free hand, shoved his finger in his mouth and then roughly shoved it up his ass. With that moment the stars, the lights and bright colours all returned and Liam was in ecstasy, not even caring that he was now jerking off and fingering his butthole.

Liam could feel the orgasm swelling inside him, he couldn’t imagine what it would feel like especially as just jerking his cock was better than any orgasm he had before. While Liam’s hands were busy prodding and stroking, his eyes were fixed on the porn, it seemed that if he did look away the pleasure would lessen and he couldn’t even bare that to happen. Riding the high Liam watched as the woman’s breasts bounced while she was fucked hard by the gigantic black cock, yet Liam soon found his eyes wandering. Every now and then his eyes would drift from the breasts and look down at the huge black cock and Liam would have to shake his head to look back at the woman, however soon this was happening every few seconds. Liam started to get frustrated with himself as he strained his eyes to fixate on the woman but soon that didn’t even work eventually all he could do was watch the big black cock slide back and forth. At first Liam was disgusted, he wasn’t gay, he didn’t like dudes but the more he looked at the cock the more he began to admire it’s length and size. While he looked at the screen  watching the huge cock, Liam was unaware that the strokes he was taking on his own cock were getting long and harder to grip, as unbeknownst to Liam his cock was growing the more Liam looked at the big cock on screen the more his own began to grow, 5, 6, 7, 8 inches and soon Liam’s hand could barely fit around the thickness of it but Liam didn’t care he was too focussed on the pleasure and the big cock in front of him. The pleasure building, Liam didn’t even care that he was only watching the cock he just needed to cum, with every pump Liam looked and watched at how the fat cock on screen would stretch any hole it was put in, how it would feel good to jerk off and how it would feel amazing if it was up his ass. Wait what?! However Liam didn’t even have time to recognise his own thought as at that moment Liam blew his load and strings and strings of white gooey cum shot all over him from his now ginormous 10 inch cock.

When Liam came it felt like his body had become weightless, like he was floating on a cloud and he didn’t have a care in the world. Without a doubt, in that moment Liam felt the most pleasurable, exhilarating and satisfying feeling he would ever feel and then just like that it was over. Liam was snapped back to reality as he stared at his cum covered body, his finger jammed up his ass and a new fat cock that wasn’t there before.  At first Liam assumed it was all a dream, that the sensations he had felt and his new cock were just the remnant of the best sleep he had had in his life but after a few minutes, a pinch to the arm and the feeling of cold drying cum on his stomach Liam realised it was real. Panicked Liam grabbed his phone and ran to the bathroom, his new huge dong flopping around and slapping his thighs as he went.  Liam looked at himself in the bathroom mirror at his cum covered body and the new 10 inch dick between his legs, how was this possible? What had changed him? And what had caused him to go on such a rampant jerk off session? Liam started to clean himself up as he thought of who to call, he couldn’t call his mother that would be awkward, his friends would surely laugh him off and what would the authorities say when he told them he had spontaneously grown a huge cock, not to mention the surreal feeling he got when he touched it. It was then as Liam thought of that feeling he felt his cock twitch again, an almost nod to let Liam know it was ready again. Liam tried to fight it off, he needed to concentrate and get help but surely feeling that pleasure again wouldn’t be so bad, plus it would only be for 10, 20 minutes at most and then he would call for help. Plus if he got help they may take the feeling away so he might as well make the most of it right?  Liam didn’t even think twice as yet again he started to jerk his massive cock again, the feeling returning but not as strong. So like before he quickly got some porn up on his phone and touched his asshole the sensation was better but still not like before.

Liam even focussed on the dude and his cock but still when he came, the huge amount of cum shot everywhere and the feeling he felt was almost like the time before but somehow it was briefer. Both satisfied and unsatisfied, Liam lay on his bathroom floor the orgasmic high fading. Liam sighed, he needed to get some help now and with good intentions Laim headed back to his bedroom, but on his way in he noticed the porn playing on his laptop still and within five minutes Liam was back laying down stroking his new huge cock chasing the high he had felt before and sadly he never would feel that again, no matter how much he jerked off. 

Soon Liam was addicted, every spare moment was spent jerking his cock and soon the only thing that could satisfy his cock was hardcore gay porn and a large butt plug up his ass. Every few months his cock would demand more porn and a bigger toy up his ass and every time the high would be just a bit more fleeting and a little bit less satisfying but still Liam kept at it, hoping one day he’d feel that sensational feeling again.  For Liam nothing but satisfying his cock was important, he got caught wanking at his job and was fired, he couldn’t go out with friends without making at least 10 trips to the bathroom to jerk off, having a simple conversations was harder as he was constantly thinking with his dick and being out in public for longer than half an hour resulted with him cumming through his clothes.

 The sad part was Liam knew what was happening and couldn’t do anything about it, all he could do was jerk his cock, watch porn and play with his butthole while his life crumbled around him and he didn’t know why.   

The simple fact is that Liam never should have trusted the bullshit his mother had fed him about his father; she had hoped to inspire her son to be better but she hadn’t counted on the trickster. Liam was really a mistake of drunken gay man experimenting with a woman. He was no war hero or business man and the only exercise he got was from all the heavy lifting at the construction site. The reality was his father was a loser, a lazy gooner who spent all his free time masturbating, addicted to porn. Sadly, Liam would never know the true fate of his father and would just believe he was cursed but over the years his mother would see that her darling little boy had become exactly like his dear old dad… 

A lonely, big dicked, gay, goon with a porn addiction.

1 comment:

  1. Honestly, my favorite short story you've ever written. I come back to your blog and read your stories to bust non-stop. But this is always the one that gets me the most. So hottttt.

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